Maybe maybe
it’s all over your eyes
there’s nothing you can do
i’m coming out my skin tonight
so tell me if you’re ready or no
i’m tired of living out a lie
sitting here watching things flying by me
and maybe maybe
you’re gonna save me
maybe maybe
but I don’t know
I don’t think so
• 17 May 2012
Ohai, pessimism
It’s 4th January and I’m having my first class of the second semester here in INTEC. Heck, have first day(s) of class always been like this? New classmates, new lecturers, new things to learn: all daunting and unexpected. How does it help that I’m being shoved with bad news before it even started? Well, okay, they’re just bad news to me, really. I am like that. I take things and make them look bad.
Being quick to judge is indeed easy stuff. What’s hard to do is to let myself think that there could be a possibility that something that I thought would go wrong, could possibly be better than expected. I am currently swimming in a pool of uncertainty.
And I ain’t like this pool :(
• 4 January 2012